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[02 Feb 2005|09:55am] |
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yea i neevr write in this but im home and i ahev nothing to do ... acutlly im leaving soon but im going to make this short.. im really nervous about this next two days.. today im going over matts house and were going to be working on two songs for this coffee house thing.. im really nervous about singing and all .. thakfulyl phill is coming down to play .. i jsut need to collaborate iowth matt more.. and i know it will be good.. but im soo nrevous.. i hioe nothing happens at this coffee house pertaining to two people due to the past events.. i just feel realyl bad for him and i know i shouldnt get involved and im probably not but if i ever see her im probably oing to say something to her. im nto going to go into detils but ill jsut be telling her the truth . o well ,, midterms have been going okay so far. im missing out today so im going to haev to stya after tomorrow on thursday till liek two then im going straight voer to matts to practice some more and hten to cofee hosue tryouts.. so basically thursday is going to be VERY nerve- racking... yea i def. dont think i spelt that right.. but basically im going to be a mess.. this week end is long awaited... until then i hope everything goes well... ciao .
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[01 Jan 2005|07:21pm] |
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day after christmas went to a show which was supossed to be glassjaw but they didnt play then it was supossed to be converge but they didnt play so it sucked and then the past week ive been hanging out with mahnoor .. she came up from texas did soem shopping saw matt knig and vicki saw the darkness ... sucked.. then what else did we see.. o lemony snickets.. eh it wa okay.. new years didnt do anything .. cleaned the kitchen and helped my mom she was sick. that was about ti o did my science project. why the fuck do i bother writing its not liek i consistently write in this?
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[12 Dec 2004|01:16pm] |
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yes well it has been yet again another little gap in time since i have last written in this journal. maybe ill try a little bit harder to write every few days, but nothing really happens. umm went to career night .. i was a little late so i looked for the classroom that had an empty seat closet to the door, wen tin and hten saw mike there. idk i feel soo dumb compared to everyone else, and my math teacher wants me to take extra courses over the summertime at middlesex to get advanced so then colleges would like me. eh ill think about it. i would be a rockstar.. lol.. but i dont haev any talent whatsoever. i haevnt been online in a week, i hardly talk to anyone online anymore. im so reculsive. eh today were taking christmas photos then off to the mall with vicki, but i realyl want to make some t shirts. idk ill ifnd time to do all of that . i feel bad i should spend more time with matt king, but its not jsut him, its everyone, i dont spend time with anyone, do anything. i want to go to some shows and go crazy . i want to be back to my normal state of health. o i put a swiffer mop together today and dusted the house.
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[04 Dec 2004|09:00am] |
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well i havent written in this in a pretty long time.. but only miniscule things have happened... or not.. idk i cant remember anything at all anymore... i havent realyl been to schol... so ive jsut been reading books.. actually finished my sixth book since monday last night (friday) .. yea that seems almost humanely impossible but idk i haevnt been online and tlaking to people... and they werent short novels either.. they were like 200-300 pages each.. umm .. well who the fuck cares.. i dont i jsut haev nothing else better to say .. well hopefully next week ill complete my first full school wekk in idk .. if that ever happened yet.. funny but sad and true.. o i think im going to go to franks show... which should bt good... i jsut wnat to hang out with matt king.. since i probably don't know nayone else.. what has happened to me.. i dont talk to anyone anymore.. well yea i still do.. but not as much.. idk ill get better and things will change.. ill do my stupid bullshit again... umm what shoudl i do when i get back to school??? o i never told you about my lunchroom olmpics.. well i went across the lunchroom and tried to shoot a water bottle into a garbage can.. of course it only went like twenty feet and to the left... but i turn around an this black guy is staring me down.. turns out he is idk i guess the vice principle.. or just some black guy that thinks that hes important.. idk.. but he was yelling at me and lecturing me about how i could haev nto only hurt someone but started a food fight... umm yea okay... o well.. so i sat down that was that .. ugh i ate soo much last night,.. after the doctors mom took me to a chinese buffet and i ate like EVERYTHING.. and hten the dinner gotburnt so we went out to thing hamburger place.. i only had half a hamburger bc i felt soo bad.. but idk i hgained a whole lb since yeserday and 2 lbs since i think monday .. but thast bc i haevnt been starving myself.. i took that weight when i didnt eat for like 2 das so reall ythat was a flase weight... so i guess i kinda feel okay now.. yea.. everything will be fine.. this is soo horrible how i haev to reassure myself this.. lol... well i haev to go now.. my parents want to drive to some cemetary liek a million bigillion miles away ... okay bye
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[24 Nov 2004|06:30pm] |
hey so today was the pep rally but i wanted to go to school.. bc it was just going to be a bullshit day .. but i didnt really feel too good..this pain is jsut too much i am too tired for this... so i stayed home b/c idk i got realyl sick .. i hate feeling liek this.. i dont even know why this is happening.. so in total i think i already "L" ed out and what is it the 3rd month of school..ugh i just hope that i can get better and then i wont be missing so much school. idk maybe ill see you around the hallway ..
umm idk to make up for my crappy state of being i reayl want to get my lip pierced not jsut one side.. possibly... but also i came up with ym own piercing idea.. i want to get a row of three bar bells in two columns (6 in all) through the skin on my chest.. b/c i can see my ribs pop out through the surface and thats where i want to place the bar bells.. its realyl hard to imagine.. probably but idk if you ask me ill show you ... but then agian you probably wont be able to ever see it b/c i never wear low cut shirts .. so fuck it . i guess.. i just think that it would be realyl unique but it would probably scar like fuck .. so o well ..
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[16 Nov 2004|03:58pm] |
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so today we had a firedrill.... then afterwards me and leah spent the rest of the class in hte bathroom.. o yes by that i mean shitting our brains out in the bathroom.. nah but that would have been fun too... nah we jsut sat auond and talked and hten i came up with elaborate scheme.. wed go inot the classroom as soon as the bell rang at the end.. me holding my eye.. and fake crying that some ghetto peurot rican punchd me in the eye.. so im like crying and i told her the sotry about how we were going up the back stariwell adn i stepped on the back of this puerto rican girl with a tiny waist and huge ass wearing tight white pants and she punched me in the eye after she cursed me off.. not only id the teacher believe it but was willnig to go around with me to find her and write her up .. lol.. it was soo funny.. i couldnt keep a starightface but i needed to be serious or else id ruin the whole scheme.. so it worked... i odnt think she marked us down for cutting.. well ill know tomorrow if i get one of those slips or not.. i doubt i will.. so yea that was basically today ...
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[30 Oct 2004|06:06pm] |
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the blood brothers are playing with unearth, boys night out, posion the well, from first to last,and folly,, it shoudl be an amazing show.. i realyl want to get tickets for it.. maybe ill get them like monday or soemthing.. soon so it doesnt get sold out.. o man this is going to be amazing.. my firt blood brothers concert.. lol
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[30 Oct 2004|10:08am] |
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new blood brothers cd "crimes" is amazing.. i saw it last night at the mall but i didnt buy ti bc i didnt haev enough money .. butthen i went home and i checked on this music program on ym ocmputer called raphsody.. its no there.. its soo good.. but i think im going to buy the cd too b/c first off they dotn get any kidn of profit.. i dont think.. form me playing it through a prgram for free.. and i can only play it on the computer.. so then i cant hear it anywhere.. but yea im going to buy it .. yea i think im getting a little bit sick.. bc ym throat is kinda scratchy.. but i had tea and it helped a lot.. i saw that movie the saw last night.. it was sacry ..b ut moreover disturbing and idk upsetting.. b/c my greatest fear would to be stuck in a dark room.. but thast not what the movie is about .. im jsut saying that the two things kinda relate.. i wont saw anymore bc i dotn want to ruin it for you.. but yea.. i haev soo much work to do i kinda already did all of really dont feel like doing it at all.. o well!..okay ill update later bye!
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[27 Oct 2004|10:57am] |
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hey this is my first entry on this journal.. idk why im making a new one i hardly even use the other one.. but yea new name ... i came up with it at marching band and vicki told me to use it as a livejournal name.. vickis titzilla.. no wait lara was.. vicki what were you?? cuntilla or soemthing.. no wait octatwat.. lol yea!.. so now all i haev to do is remember how to spell it everytime i type it in... lol.. evertime i type it in its different. ugh! ok well bye
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